Well here we go.

so, alot of people have been asking me about me and someone. if were friends again. and idk anymore...but. i have something to say. i've only told a couple this. but...she was the reason i left. I'll swallow my pride and admit to being afraid. Of another person. I left Charter Oak High School for a few reasons, but all were quite miniscule to the fact that i couldnt recover from what we went through seeing her everyday at lunch. Smiling and ignoring my presence. i wouldve never gotten better had i stayed. And i regret leaving charter oak every day of my life...I'm so afraid i will fall again. Down the same hole. With someone else, or. Just.

life wont get easy before it gets better. i learned that.